An apology of one doomed to hell

[Soccer]

I preferred my lust and gave into the intoxicated deceptions
I apologize for turning away from your light and door
It's as if you were the lowest of all seers in my view
I belittled your sanctity and the sanctity of your chosen ones witnessing me
I apologize sincerely
An apology of one doomed to hell
Unless you pardon me through your grace
And override your justice
And have mercy on my wretched soul
Send my peaceful blessings to the Utmost Praised Soul
And upon his family
Who are his equals
And by their intercession overlook my life
And start me a fresh one
Where I am sincerely devoted to you
And cut me off from who cuts me from you
Amen O Lord of the Worlds